One more day and October 2015 will have come to an end. I do not know how I feel about this month coming to an end. It started out with Leo being away the first ten days which is always stressful being with Leo Jr ALL THE TIME and ended with my birthday. I am happy with all the things I made and shared on the blog.
When the month started I was out of sorts. I was not sure of the things I was going to post on the blog and if I was sharing things that are helpful and relevant to the people I try to reach. Anytime that happens I start to question every single idea I have and doubt sets in. I talked to my sister about it and she basically talked me out of doubting myself and it carried me through the month.
Motherhood is tough. Especially with a toddler! Whenever I am out with Leo, there is a moment where he just starts to act up and I feel like screaming. Grocery shopping is a nightmare! I thought my mom was mean because she never took us to the grocery store, she is a wise woman who also had a choice. I have come to the conclusion I spend too much time with him that is why he drives me crazy a couple of times a day. I find myself being envious of my friends in Zimbabwe who have nannies. My favourite times of the day are nap time and bed time. On the days when its hardest I even do an actual happy dance.